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Why is life complicated?

Thu May 1, 2008, 11:46 AM
  • Listening to: Just random music
  • Eating: Apple, rasin crisp :)
All my life, I got nothing but pain and sadness, the feeling of being lost and alone forever. Why does live have to be so complicated? All I was is someone to care about me, and stand by my side. I've had always personal issue's to deal with, all my fucking damn life. The people I hold close to me, always end up dead and gone. Is there anything, that will keep me from being unhappy. I try to show that I am happy on the outside, but really I am in pain on the inside. Nothing should keep me from getting hurt, but I get hurt anyways. I've been betrayed all my life, lost the friends that I hold dear to me, and I hold secrets inside me, that make me want to just break down and cry.

Every time I do my best to make things from getting worse, it happens anyways. Is there anything, such as happiness for me? I smile, but still I am hurting. My sadness tear's me up inside, till there is nothing left, to be happy for. I feel empty and alone all the time, I try to be a good person all the time. But I always end up hurting the people I love.

Does God have a plan for me? I am not sure really, I've done the wrong things all my life, I feel this dark pain inside me, as if someone took my soul from me and sent it to the depths of hell. I hold many secrets inside me, that I cannot reveal to anyone. It hurts to think about the person I hold dear to me, losing them in the end. Will I find happiness ever?

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  • Current Residence: Columbus, Ohio
  • Print preference: General artist.
  • Interests: star wars, vampires, reading, horse's, hanging out with friends.
  • Favourite movie: Underdworld, and star wars.
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Linkin Park.
  • Favourite genre of music: Evaenscence and Linkin Park, probably a few other's too
  • Favourite artist: I can't chose, there are so many good artist that I like.
  • Favourite game: puzzles and probably some video games.
  • Personal Quote: Fear, fear attracts the fearful, the strong, the weak, the innocent, the corrupt. Fear is my ally

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hai~ there! Man it seems like forever since I've talked to you!

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its a combination or vampire and sith eyes....i dont have your photo so i take some from somewhere else...Take care always.. :hug:

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<The ultimate way is the way you control>
<But can you stay if you detach your soul>

I\'m dying to feel this :frustrated:
Can you feel this?
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here is my gallery [link]
have a nice day! :)

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:pc: Visit my Gallery
[link] :gallery:

:headbang:
<The ultimate way is the way you control>
<But can you stay if you detach your soul>

I\'m dying to feel this :frustrated:
Can you feel this?
:horns:
hey i am pretty sure you are my master in the jediorder so next time you are on try to message me i am on almost everyday.

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Your artwork is awesome! I wanna fav it all!

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Hero, Conquerer, Savior, Villian. You are all these things Revan
thats what being sick gets me..lol...didn't really it was favorites and not a gallery...lol

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"We are Keepers of the Peace, not Soldiers!" ~Mace Windu~

"Fear leads to Anger, Anger leads to hate, Hate leads to Suffering." ~Yoda~

Remember, Remember, the fifth of November! ~V~

Hero, Conquerer, Savior, Villian. You are all these things Revan
YOU'VE BEEN RANDOMLY HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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Geez! You're a female Darth Maul fan!?? Oh thank you!! I'm not alone in the world!! hahahaha!! I recomend you to visit [link] It's a must-see Darth Maul site ;)

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Keep dreaming!
¡Sigue Soñando!
hi master

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